whatever you like - anya marina;

sounds so much better than T.I.'s

this is not your dream, but you always believe in me;

watching food channel is not helping at all. the glorious and sumptuous foods are very alluring; i can smell the aroma from the television. i am enduring my crave very hard now.

don't make me mention about seafood.

suddenly i feel like cooking.

this is my freedom of speech;

pesanku kepada adik2 di kolej ni yang baru terasa alam bercinta.

tak payah bercinta bagai nak rak sampai nak bagitau semua orang yang kamu ada boyfriend paling hebat paling hensem paling entah apa lagi.

kalau ambil gambar couple tu (gambar berdua), tak payah upload pergi facebook pastu tag semua orang agar orang lain boleh tengok kebahagiaan kamu. ke mana hilangnya privacy kamu? aku yang tua sudah ni pun malu mau tayang2 gambar macamtu.

come on lah. ada masa 5 tahun lagi di sini. tapi bercinta macam esok mau kahwin sudah. eh sedangkan nasi yang sudah disuap masuk ke dalam mulut pun boleh keluar balik, ni lagi yang baru kena kaut dari periuk. haih.

bukannya aku mau sibuk2 pasal alam percintaan kamu, tapi yang senior pun boleh naik rimas juga tengok perangai2 yang macamni.

bak kata pika, "tak payah nak beriya."

question;

eh, dah habis tahun pertama?

gagah juga ku tempuhi.

ohh baby baby;

baby portraits. i've always wanted to shoot baby portraits.

well, 9 months to go.

just the two of us;

rain makes me calm.

all the time. it's like all my thoughts are drown together and my mind is empty.

how i like it that way. lately i have so many things running in mind. i just want them to go away but very, unlikely.

i can't put them aside. when i try to close my eyes and tell myself that everything is going to be okay, but,

well at least when it rains, everything just stop.

oh, here i go again;

alangkah baiknya kalau pendidikan di malaysia ni bermazhabkan pemikiran dewey. progresivisme. child centred curriculum.

tak perlulah susahkan diri jawab subjek yang kita tidak minat.

lepas tu tak mau gred yang menentukan pencapaian diri. grades measure intelligence? ahh sedangkan gardner pun cakap kecerdasan itu ada pelbagai, ni lagi guru nak ukur pencapaian murid tu berdasarkan subjek saja.

okay so what kalau budak perempuan ni cantik dan dapat markah exam tinggi2? padahal dia meniru.

dia jawab subjek pendidikan moral. dia dapat A1. tapi dia meniru. mana yang kamu nilai, moralnya atas kertas atau moral dan tanggungjawabnya menjawab exam tu sejujur yang mungkin?

entahlah.

saya sebenarnya tak kisah saya dapat gred dan pointer rendah. sebab bukan itu yang menjadikan saya manusia. no big deal, okay?

night of soul; sounds of acoustic;

the official report of night of soul: sounds of acoustic

here.

and i've got my pictures credited too. thanks joanna funk for your interest on my pictures.

we can make it if we try;

yes yes i know i should be studying instead of doing something else.

but the holiday is coming soon and i need to pack my stuffs. yup i have gazillion stuffs in my room and they need my attention. oh my God. i should pack them long before. today is monday and i have only two days to pack everything because i'm working soon, starting this friday.

ahh now i wonder why is it so soon? i wanted to work as soon as i can but now i hesitate.

like the sun, they shine bright;

sorry about the emo post last night. i have no idea of what i was talking about. well, middle age crisis, biasalah. hehe.

so, yesterday our class went to picnic at the riverside and it was hella fun! BBQ, swimming, laughing, teasing each other, i think it was a brilliant idea to wrap up our first year degree by going to picnic. i hope there'll be more picnics to come.

seperti yang orang selalu cakap, let the pictures do the talking! yeah.

okay i want this toy!!

we missed you adilah and bonn.

despise;

so so sad.

but i know i can handle it, i mean, i can handle everything. i can live alone, i can go to work alone, i can do everything alone.

right?

because it's what i'm used to. no big deal.

sigh.

XHBT day out;

night of soul;

kind enough;

i've reached keningau from kk just now, safe and sound. it's raining heavily and i'm so tired. i have to get ready to leave again for tonight's event.

i had a great time today.

i'm a gallery of broken hearts;

i envy those who know what it feels like being homesick because they know where they belong to.

i'm sorry, i'm sorry i am so different;

i am too, too afraid they would hate me if they know my side stories;

i doubt you would hate me, hate me when you see what i'm becoming to be;


when all i wanted was to be strong and a happy ending.

pelan tapi pazti;

this is siyo and his 'friends'. nikon fm10 and a 20mm wide angle lens. ahh.

anyway, thanks siyo!

give me a reason to fall in love 'cause i think i forgot how;

i love being with you. i love being anywhere with you. i love being inside you heart of 387km away. i love being constantly on your mind.

i love being yours.

why can't you see you belong with me;

i want to write something serious but i have nothing in mind.

i don't want to talk about exams. all i'm thinking is the upcoming holiday and how i'm going to spend it by myself. i have no plans, i just want to work. isn't holiday suppose to be me and my bed and my favorite books?

ahh i'm thinking of going for a picnic. well, the classmates are going this weekend and everybody is invited! we'll be having BBQ (yes we will panggang buntut ayam and sayap ayam) at the riverside. i've always wanted a real picnic where i would bring pizza and sandwiches, a mat and a guitar and my camera. at the beachside! i hope LH would love this idea =)

anyway, a good friend of mine siyo will be having his photographs exhibited for the sabahan youth creative cluster at likas sports complex this saturday. everyone please come to this event and if you bump him somewhere, do say hi to him okay? i'm so happy for you, mate!
i really hope i can go and see all your beautiful photographs on those walls.

and on sunday night i'll be helping my friend richado shooting pictures for the acoustic night even. people around this area do come and join us alright!

i'll start packing my stuffs very soon. oh my God i just can't wait to leave.

we can hit the town like superstars do;

my laptop is healthy again!

goodness i've never been this happier. haha.

whatever gets you through today;

i want to travel.

next year lah. no money no talk.

hehe.